THE UNSAID WORDS FROM AN ANXIOUS MIND

 This blog is for people who refuse to quit even when life gave them enough chances to. 

The woman she craved was a piece of art, she had pieces of betrayal, the joy of success, the fear of heartbreak and the strength to build herself from the scratch. There are times when you have to resolve battles between your mind and your heart. You feel to stay in bed, dim the lights and cry all day long because you are too afraid to face the reality. You are scared to begin from scratch and the phase time will heal everything starts to haunt you! 

Well, if you suffer from mental illness, you would know how it feels to get up from bed every day and give it a fresh start. You try so hard to leave that bubble and yet you fail every time. The world seems like a mess and you just start hating the term be positive, things will work out!  

I am not here to give you reasons on how you are messing your life, I am here to tell you that you are not alone if you feel complicated, your battles might carry tons of weight on your shoulder apparently but it is okay to put that bag down for a while and pick it up again only when you are ready. 

You don't have to figure out everything until you don't feel the strength to handle it, the world can wait! I won't give you copy-pasted motivational stuff like Get out of your bed, live every moment of your life, blah blah! but I will ask you to analyse your current state of emotional wellbeing, ask yourself if the people you have in your life are really worth all the trauma they are causing? And when you finally get your answers, take your time off to grieve but once that is done pick up that bag and leave it to its final destination. 

The day you decide that you are not how your anxious mind describes you, no way you are how their hurtful words defined you, you are here because you have a purpose and no matter how many reasons life gives you to bury them, you give enough reasons back and shout it in the face I DID IT IN THE PAST, I CAN DO IT NOW.

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